Monday, September 10, 2007

hi.............

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

So things at home over the past week have been nothing short of horrible. My dad and I are simply just jumping down each others throats whenever something goes wrong(which is horrible i know). I try to keep calm but he just gets to me so much these days. It doesn't help that lately i've been stressed over getting a job and such. I had an interview at Zellers today which didn't go too horrible and tomorrow i've got one at Walmart. Yes thats right.. Walmart. Didn't i say i'd only try there if I got desperate? Well i'm getting quite desperate for work now. I keep trying to get jobs at places that i'm assured the job but I never seem to get it so I dunno. Hopefully one of the 2 will come up good. I really need the money right now. After this though, I honestly don't know where i'm going to apply at...

Another major bummer the past few days has been my allergies. Frig i'm typing most of this with my eyes closed cause they're REALLY itchy. My mom was going to make a doctor's appointment for me today but she forgot and now she has to wait till tomorrow.(Which kinda sucks cause I NEED to get in ASAP in case I get a job offer/cause school starts the week after next) We were supposed to go to to the pharmacy to get something but of course.. my mom forgot yet again... So i dunno.. I'll have to just sit here practically blind for the next... who knows how long....

Friday, August 17, 2007

.......and jill (whoever jill is)

"He's been blogging since november, and he's been doing it every day, so sandy and jill (whoever jill is) you're not alone."

Hmm wow. As I was going through a certain someone's old blog posts I cam across this. Who would of ever though that Jill you had know idea of would now be your girlfriend? That was back in the day where on livejournal I had the one post a day thing. It really worked too. I did it not that long ago too and it worked even better I believe. I managed to post every day the last time I did it. I really need to do that again. Maybe once I start school again i'll make another post a day thinger.

I can't believe that the summer is almost over! School starts in about 3 weeks! I'm really happy that i'm officially going to MCC now. For a while I was getting kind of scared that I wouldn't get accepted. Then i'd have no clue what I would end up doing for the next year. Now just to find a job and wait to hear back about my student loan. I hope I get as much money as it was said that I would. It would be really nice to have some "just in case" money over the year in case I don't have enough money for something. If I don't get it all, even if I get a bit of extra would be good too.

It's just really hard to believe that i'm not actually going back to the Gray this year. I loved that school to pieces. I'm really going to miss band the most though. That place wasn't like a class it was more like hang out with people and play some music. One of the better decisions of my life. That school was like a home to me and I'm sure that it's going to take a bit of adjustment to get used to college instead of high school. Nonetheless i'm still looking forward to next year.

For anyone that doesn't know(which i'm doubting that it's no one unless some random person stumbled across my blog), I started talking to Bethany last week. It's been about 6 years since I had originally talked to her. Back in grade 7 we got into a fight and her and I never recovered from it. It may have to do with the fact that she moved to Kensington but still, i'm glad to at last have her back as a friend instead of an enemy.

Things with that lovely boy of mine have been absolutely great over the past week. I don't understand where all that tension I had came from about a week ago and before. He's really awesome. I dunno if anyone else sees the same guy I do but he's really sweet and funny. I think that he really cares about me=). Well... at least i'd hope so after 4 months! Thats right, 4 months ago I was posting on here about how good of a first date and stuff I had. Can't believe it was that long ago. Now though I don't understand how I got so nervous. I'm really comfortable around him now and if I was the way I was at first(prob. for the first few weeks), then there would be some problems I think. Sandy/anyone but Vinnie maybe you may not want to read this part:

********************************************************************************** Vinnie if you're reading this, I seriously love you a lot. I'm really glad things ended up working out between us and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. No joke or lie. I honestly can't remember the last time I was as happy as I am, even though it might seem that i'm stressed i'm still happy. I can't honestly remember the last time I looked forward so much to someone just coming over to my house for a bit to watch a movie. I can't wait to see what the next little while brings=)
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And of course last but not least. Sandy. Oh Sandy. I still can't believe you left. I'm missing you already even though you've only been gone less than 48 hours. You've done so much for me over the past 6-7 months that I could never repay you for. What you've done has helped me so much too and I really want to thank you and I wish you were still here on the island and I wish you were going to be going into first year at MCC with Courtney and I. I want my dorm buddy back!!!! I love you so much girl and I can't wait till you're done in Ontario and get back here! I just can't wait. Church wont be the same without you either girl!! <3<3!!

Friday, August 3, 2007

I Miss Photoshop Sometimes...

I got bored last night and played around with the effects and stuff on these..















Then this morning i started playing around yet again with these:

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Photoshop is fun.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Just so it looks like i'm posting...

1. the phone rings. who do you want it to be?
Well thats pretty obvious, friends/Vinnie

2. who did you hang out with today?
no one, too busy being a loser today haha.

3. if you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Frig if i didn't WANT to there would be problems

4. do you take compliments well?
haha yes and no.

5. do you play sudoku?
Sure do

6. if abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
straight up, probably not.

7. do you like tongue rings?
nope

8. did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no=(

9. how do you feel right now?
like my eyes are going to explode or something

12. could you date someone with different religious beliefs?
hmm i dunno. Never had the experience with that.

13. do you like to pursue or be pursued?
um.. not sure

14. use three words to describe yourself at the moment.
tired, excited, and of course loved

15. do any songs make you cry?
oh yeah

16. are you continuing your education?
yep

17. do you know how to shoot a gun?
yep

18. if your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grab?
brandy

19. who was the last person you shared a bed with?
um katie

21. favorite children's movie?
beauty and the beast

22. what color are your eyes?
blue

23. how tall are you?
5"8

24. Hair color?
blondish brown

25. if you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
probably not,cause I wouldn't end up where i am now

26. any secret admirers?
haha i just know one not so secret one

27. have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
can't say i have

32. do you like mustard?
ew no

33. do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep

34. do you look like your mom or dad?
um my mom i guess

35. how long does it take you to shower?
depends..

36. can you do the splits?
not anymore

37. what movie do you want to see right now?
Harry Potter Again!! hehe might be going tomorrow night too.

39. what did you do for New Years?
went to Hilary's house and within the first 5 mins i managed to fall flat on my face.=P Remember that Sandy?

40. do you think the grudge was crappy?
No it was awesome!

47. how many hours of sleep do you get a night?
Usually 8?

48. do you know how to whistle?
yep

50. do you know how to play poker?
nope

51. do you wear your seatbelt?
sure do.

52. what do you wear to sleep?
tshirt and shorts/pj's

53. anything big ever happen in your town?
not overly.

54. is your hair straight or curly?
straight

57. have you ever been in love?
yes!

58. do you like funny or serious people better?
funny for sure

59. ever been to L.A.?
nope

62. planning to go anywhere this year?
haha no where far.

63. do you hate chocolate?
um no, i LOVE it

64. are you a gullible person?
...maybe?

65. do you need a bf/gf to be happy?
nah, but having a bf right now is making me even more happy=D

67. do you have socks on right now?
nah

68. are you easy to get along with?
um i dunno haha.

69. what is your favorite time of day?
early morning/sunset/night

70. do you like pink?
i don't mind it

71. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
haha yup!

72. What's something you MUST do before you die?
i dunno yet.

73. Are you single? Do you want to be?
nah, and frig no!

74. What's one thing you will not eat?
That I can think of off the top of my head, pineapple

75. What color is your underwear?
yellow

76. When is the last time you went out of Province?
May

77. What's your birthstone?
saphire

78. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
nah

79. Can you hula hoop?
haven't tried in a while

80. Have you ever crawled through a window?
when i was younger haha

81. Any cool scars?
not overly, although I do have some scars

82. Name an old school song you like?
Sister Christian by Night Ranger

83. Do you talk to yourself ?
oooh yeah

84. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Wasn't this pretty much asked earlier? The answer is of course i would!

85. How much does your dog weigh?
like 45 pounds i think?

86. Ever waxed your legs?
nah

87. Earrings or necklaces?
necklaces

88. Who have you talked to most today?
Hmm i dunno.. i've kinda been a loser today.

89. Who's on speed dial 5?
i don't really use speed dial

90. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
kinda

91. Are your grades good?
not overly

92. Do you have any friends with benefits?
nah.

93. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
yeah!!

94. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
i have a few

95. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
sometimes

96. Have you ever watched a little kids show?
hehe yes

97. What is your favorite Disney movie?
Beauty and the Beast

98. What is your Zodiac sign?
virgo

99. What makes you feel like a kid again?
VBS haha

100. what is your nationality?
canadian

101. What sport do you dislike most?
umm dunno

102. Have you ever gone scuba diving?
nope

103. What's your favorite smell?
vanilla/green apple

104. Are you modest?
I try to be

105. Do you care what others think about you?
sometimes, but i really try to only care about what i think of me

106. What do you do when your home alone?
sit at the computer, blare music and sing badly

106. Do you kiss and tell?
um i guess sometimes haha

107. Do you follow college football?
nah

108. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Sobeys... haha

109. Last time you drank alcohol?
like...never=P

110. Do you watch the Olympics?
yes

111. Last bar you went to?
try never went to one

112. Do you have a favorite number?
7

113. Were you an outcast in middle school?
kinda

114. Are you multitasking right now?
nah

115. Could you handle being in the military?
neverrrr

116. Do you believe in Karma?
nope

117. What is your school mascot?
well technically i'm not in a school anywheres right now

118. How is the weather today?
sunny and warm

119. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
drop it?

Friday, June 29, 2007

Points To Ponder

Did you ever stop and wonder...

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat?

Why there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

Why you don't ever see the headline: "Psychic Wins Lottery"?

Why "abbreviated" is such a long word?

Why Doctors call what they do "practice"?

Why you have to click on "Start" to stop 'Windows'?

Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavor, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons?

Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food?

Who tastes dog food when it has a "new & improved" flavor?

Why people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their bum when they ask where the bathroom is?

Why your Obstetrician or Gynaecologist leaves the room when you get undressed - if they are going to look up there anyway?

Why Goofy stands erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!

Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes?

Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

Why sheep don't shrink when it rains?

Why they are called apartments when they are all stuck together?

If con is the opposite of pro, is congress the opposite of progress?

Why they call the airport "a terminal" if flying is supposedly so safe?

Who the first first person was to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

Who the first person was that said, "See that chicken there, I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it's bum?"

Why the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, but can't he fix a hole in a boat?

If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

What do you call male ballerinas?

If blind people can see their dreams? Do they dream??

That if Wile E. Coyote from the Road Runner had enough money to buy all that ACME crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Why the "Alphabet Song" and "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star" have the same tune?

Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a hemorrhoid when it's on the outside of your ass?

Why it is when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?

How come we put a man on the moon before realising it would be a good idea to put wheels on suitcases?

Why brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells are forever?

How important someone has to be before they can be 'assassinated' rather than just plain 'murdered'?

How come "phonetically" is spelt with a "ph"?

Why a round pizza gets delivered in a square box?

Why people pay to go up in tall buildings, and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

When you get to heaven / paradise / nirvana, are you stuck wearing whatever you were buried or cremated in forever?

Why people say they "slept like a baby", when babies normally wake up every two hours?

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat?

How do blind people know when they are done wiping?

What would the speed of lightning be if it didn't zigzag?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but has to check when you say the paint is wet?

Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison?

Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

How come we choose from just two people to run for president and 50 for Miss America?

Whose idea was it to put an "s" in the word "lisp"?

Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics?

If you send someone 'Styrofoam', how do you pack it?

Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer?

What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men?

Why don't women put pictures of missing husbands on beer cans?

Do Lipton employees take coffee breaks?

If someone with a split personality threatens to commit suicide, is it a hostage situation?

If a man says something in the woods and there are no women there, is he still wrong?

How do they get deer to cross the road only at those yellow road signs?

Why did you check my blog in the first place?

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Another Meme

Part 1: The Birth of You:



Were you a planned baby?: beats me

Were you the first?: nope

Who was present at your birth?: no idea, my mom?=P

Were your parents married when you were born?: yeah

What is your birthdate?: september 8th 1989





Part 2: The Family



How would you describe your family?: annoying at times

Are your parents married? yeah

Siblings or an only child?: one sister

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest

What are your siblings names and ages?:alicia, 22

Which parent do you get along with best?: it really depends

what do you fight about?: stupid things

Do you have step parents?: nope



Part 3: The Friends



Do you have more than one best friend?: yeah

Who are your best friends?: kaytlin, katie, hilary, melanie,sandy, courtney and katie

What do you like to do when you are together?: depends on the person

Do you share the same interests?: yeah some things

Which friend can you tell anything to?: all of em



Part 4: Your Personality



How high/low is your self esteem?: uhh medium i guess

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: both.. depends who im with

Are you happy?: right now? kinda

Do you live life to the fullest?: not enough



Part 5: Appearance



Are you comfortable with the way you look?: rarley

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nope, not even my ears

Describe your hair.: brown, straight most of the time

What make-up do you wear?: eyeliner, eye shadow

How do you dress?: how i want?



Part 6: The Past



Were you a strange child?: i dunno

What did you use to love that you no longer do?: certain tv shows.

Do you have the same friends?: a couple

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: not really



Part 7: The Future



What is your ambition?: umm to find something that i like to do

Are you scared of growing old?: yeah

Do you want to get married?: eventually



Part 8: The Outdoors



Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: both

What is your favorite season: summer

Do you like walking in the rain?: sometimes lol



Part 9: Food



Are you a vegentarian?: no

What is your favorite fruit?: hmm strawberries

What food makes you want to gag?: there are quite a few

What is your favorite dessert?: cheese cake

What is your favorite restaurant?: hmm i don't know

Are you a fussy eater?: sure am



Part 10: Relationships and Love



Are you single or taken?: taken

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl? Vinnie

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: yeah

Do you believe in love at first sight?: hmm... i'll have to go with ya



Part 11: Experiences



What was one of your greatest experiences?: New York

What was one of your worst?: haha not putting it in here

Have you ever done drugs?: nope

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: not really

Have you ever suffered from depression?: kind of....





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