I guess these days aren't exactly supposed to be super happy.

Today was pretty rough. The roughest so far for sure. Funeral home... upsetting, Funeral...upsetting... Burial... super upsetting... I think it just really hit me then. All this time i've been pretty good, but today it just hit me, that she's not going to be up there at the house anymore, not going to call anymore, or visiting at christmas. I'm going to miss her a lot. ='(