AHHHHHHHHH!

It's been a while. It's been quite the past few months with everything, yet here we are, and it's almost Christmas yet again. I'm not sure how I quite feel about it this year. So much has changed than every other year, and I don't know if i should be excited or dreading it. I guess for now i'll try to look on the positive side of things and be excited as to the latter. I must say though, I kind of can't wait till this week is over. It's going to be a super busy week and I can't believe tomorrow is Wednesday. Frig, Christmas will be here before I know it and I wont have everything done that I had planned to. Guess I'll just do my best, because at this point, thats all I can really do. Hopefully i'll post a longer entry over the next few days but seeing as its almost 1:30 and I have to get up at 7 tomorrow, It might be wise to get some sleep.

Toodles.

Does anyone actually read this thing?

hi.............

So things at home over the past week have been nothing short of horrible. My dad and I are simply just jumping down each others throats whenever something goes wrong(which is horrible i know). I try to keep calm but he just gets to me so much these days. It doesn't help that lately i've been stressed over getting a job and such. I had an interview at Zellers today which didn't go too horrible and tomorrow i've got one at Walmart. Yes thats right.. Walmart. Didn't i say i'd only try there if I got desperate? Well i'm getting quite desperate for work now. I keep trying to get jobs at places that i'm assured the job but I never seem to get it so I dunno. Hopefully one of the 2 will come up good. I really need the money right now. After this though, I honestly don't know where i'm going to apply at...

Another major bummer the past few days has been my allergies. Frig i'm typing most of this with my eyes closed cause they're REALLY itchy. My mom was going to make a doctor's appointment for me today but she forgot and now she has to wait till tomorrow.(Which kinda sucks cause I NEED to get in ASAP in case I get a job offer/cause school starts the week after next) We were supposed to go to to the pharmacy to get something but of course.. my mom forgot yet again... So i dunno.. I'll have to just sit here practically blind for the next... who knows how long....

.......and jill (whoever jill is)

"He's been blogging since november, and he's been doing it every day, so sandy and jill (whoever jill is) you're not alone."

Hmm wow. As I was going through a certain someone's old blog posts I cam across this. Who would of ever though that Jill you had know idea of would now be your girlfriend? That was back in the day where on livejournal I had the one post a day thing. It really worked too. I did it not that long ago too and it worked even better I believe. I managed to post every day the last time I did it. I really need to do that again. Maybe once I start school again i'll make another post a day thinger.

I can't believe that the summer is almost over! School starts in about 3 weeks! I'm really happy that i'm officially going to MCC now. For a while I was getting kind of scared that I wouldn't get accepted. Then i'd have no clue what I would end up doing for the next year. Now just to find a job and wait to hear back about my student loan. I hope I get as much money as it was said that I would. It would be really nice to have some "just in case" money over the year in case I don't have enough money for something. If I don't get it all, even if I get a bit of extra would be good too.

It's just really hard to believe that i'm not actually going back to the Gray this year. I loved that school to pieces. I'm really going to miss band the most though. That place wasn't like a class it was more like hang out with people and play some music. One of the better decisions of my life. That school was like a home to me and I'm sure that it's going to take a bit of adjustment to get used to college instead of high school. Nonetheless i'm still looking forward to next year.

For anyone that doesn't know(which i'm doubting that it's no one unless some random person stumbled across my blog), I started talking to Bethany last week. It's been about 6 years since I had originally talked to her. Back in grade 7 we got into a fight and her and I never recovered from it. It may have to do with the fact that she moved to Kensington but still, i'm glad to at last have her back as a friend instead of an enemy.

Things with that lovely boy of mine have been absolutely great over the past week. I don't understand where all that tension I had came from about a week ago and before. He's really awesome. I dunno if anyone else sees the same guy I do but he's really sweet and funny. I think that he really cares about me=). Well... at least i'd hope so after 4 months! Thats right, 4 months ago I was posting on here about how good of a first date and stuff I had. Can't believe it was that long ago. Now though I don't understand how I got so nervous. I'm really comfortable around him now and if I was the way I was at first(prob. for the first few weeks), then there would be some problems I think. Sandy/anyone but Vinnie maybe you may not want to read this part:

********************************************************************************** Vinnie if you're reading this, I seriously love you a lot. I'm really glad things ended up working out between us and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. No joke or lie. I honestly can't remember the last time I was as happy as I am, even though it might seem that i'm stressed i'm still happy. I can't honestly remember the last time I looked forward so much to someone just coming over to my house for a bit to watch a movie. I can't wait to see what the next little while brings=)
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And of course last but not least. Sandy. Oh Sandy. I still can't believe you left. I'm missing you already even though you've only been gone less than 48 hours. You've done so much for me over the past 6-7 months that I could never repay you for. What you've done has helped me so much too and I really want to thank you and I wish you were still here on the island and I wish you were going to be going into first year at MCC with Courtney and I. I want my dorm buddy back!!!! I love you so much girl and I can't wait till you're done in Ontario and get back here! I just can't wait. Church wont be the same without you either girl!! <3<3!!

I Miss Photoshop Sometimes...

I got bored last night and played around with the effects and stuff on these..















Then this morning i started playing around yet again with these:




Photoshop is fun.

Just so it looks like i'm posting...

1. the phone rings. who do you want it to be?
Well thats pretty obvious, friends/Vinnie

2. who did you hang out with today?
no one, too busy being a loser today haha.

3. if you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Frig if i didn't WANT to there would be problems

4. do you take compliments well?
haha yes and no.

5. do you play sudoku?
Sure do

6. if abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
straight up, probably not.

7. do you like tongue rings?
nope

8. did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no=(

9. how do you feel right now?
like my eyes are going to explode or something

12. could you date someone with different religious beliefs?
hmm i dunno. Never had the experience with that.

13. do you like to pursue or be pursued?
um.. not sure

14. use three words to describe yourself at the moment.
tired, excited, and of course loved

15. do any songs make you cry?
oh yeah

16. are you continuing your education?
yep

17. do you know how to shoot a gun?
yep

18. if your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grab?
brandy

19. who was the last person you shared a bed with?
um katie

21. favorite children's movie?
beauty and the beast

22. what color are your eyes?
blue

23. how tall are you?
5"8

24. Hair color?
blondish brown

25. if you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
probably not,cause I wouldn't end up where i am now

26. any secret admirers?
haha i just know one not so secret one

27. have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
can't say i have

32. do you like mustard?
ew no

33. do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep

34. do you look like your mom or dad?
um my mom i guess

35. how long does it take you to shower?
depends..

36. can you do the splits?
not anymore

37. what movie do you want to see right now?
Harry Potter Again!! hehe might be going tomorrow night too.

39. what did you do for New Years?
went to Hilary's house and within the first 5 mins i managed to fall flat on my face.=P Remember that Sandy?

40. do you think the grudge was crappy?
No it was awesome!

47. how many hours of sleep do you get a night?
Usually 8?

48. do you know how to whistle?
yep

50. do you know how to play poker?
nope

51. do you wear your seatbelt?
sure do.

52. what do you wear to sleep?
tshirt and shorts/pj's

53. anything big ever happen in your town?
not overly.

54. is your hair straight or curly?
straight

57. have you ever been in love?
yes!

58. do you like funny or serious people better?
funny for sure

59. ever been to L.A.?
nope

62. planning to go anywhere this year?
haha no where far.

63. do you hate chocolate?
um no, i LOVE it

64. are you a gullible person?
...maybe?

65. do you need a bf/gf to be happy?
nah, but having a bf right now is making me even more happy=D

67. do you have socks on right now?
nah

68. are you easy to get along with?
um i dunno haha.

69. what is your favorite time of day?
early morning/sunset/night

70. do you like pink?
i don't mind it

71. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
haha yup!

72. What's something you MUST do before you die?
i dunno yet.

73. Are you single? Do you want to be?
nah, and frig no!

74. What's one thing you will not eat?
That I can think of off the top of my head, pineapple

75. What color is your underwear?
yellow

76. When is the last time you went out of Province?
May

77. What's your birthstone?
saphire

78. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
nah

79. Can you hula hoop?
haven't tried in a while

80. Have you ever crawled through a window?
when i was younger haha

81. Any cool scars?
not overly, although I do have some scars

82. Name an old school song you like?
Sister Christian by Night Ranger

83. Do you talk to yourself ?
oooh yeah

84. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Wasn't this pretty much asked earlier? The answer is of course i would!

85. How much does your dog weigh?
like 45 pounds i think?

86. Ever waxed your legs?
nah

87. Earrings or necklaces?
necklaces

88. Who have you talked to most today?
Hmm i dunno.. i've kinda been a loser today.

89. Who's on speed dial 5?
i don't really use speed dial

90. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
kinda

91. Are your grades good?
not overly

92. Do you have any friends with benefits?
nah.

93. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
yeah!!

94. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
i have a few

95. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
sometimes

96. Have you ever watched a little kids show?
hehe yes

97. What is your favorite Disney movie?
Beauty and the Beast

98. What is your Zodiac sign?
virgo

99. What makes you feel like a kid again?
VBS haha

100. what is your nationality?
canadian

101. What sport do you dislike most?
umm dunno

102. Have you ever gone scuba diving?
nope

103. What's your favorite smell?
vanilla/green apple

104. Are you modest?
I try to be

105. Do you care what others think about you?
sometimes, but i really try to only care about what i think of me

106. What do you do when your home alone?
sit at the computer, blare music and sing badly

106. Do you kiss and tell?
um i guess sometimes haha

107. Do you follow college football?
nah

108. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Sobeys... haha

109. Last time you drank alcohol?
like...never=P

110. Do you watch the Olympics?
yes

111. Last bar you went to?
try never went to one

112. Do you have a favorite number?
7

113. Were you an outcast in middle school?
kinda

114. Are you multitasking right now?
nah

115. Could you handle being in the military?
neverrrr

116. Do you believe in Karma?
nope

117. What is your school mascot?
well technically i'm not in a school anywheres right now

118. How is the weather today?
sunny and warm

119. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
drop it?

Points To Ponder

Did you ever stop and wonder...

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why toasters always have a setting so high that could burn the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat?

Why there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

Why you don't ever see the headline: "Psychic Wins Lottery"?

Why "abbreviated" is such a long word?

Why Doctors call what they do "practice"?

Why you have to click on "Start" to stop 'Windows'?

Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavor, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons?

Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food?

Who tastes dog food when it has a "new & improved" flavor?

Why people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their bum when they ask where the bathroom is?

Why your Obstetrician or Gynaecologist leaves the room when you get undressed - if they are going to look up there anyway?

Why Goofy stands erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!

Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes?

Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

Why sheep don't shrink when it rains?

Why they are called apartments when they are all stuck together?

If con is the opposite of pro, is congress the opposite of progress?

Why they call the airport "a terminal" if flying is supposedly so safe?

Who the first first person was to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

Who the first person was that said, "See that chicken there, I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta it's bum?"

Why the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, but can't he fix a hole in a boat?

If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

What do you call male ballerinas?

If blind people can see their dreams? Do they dream??

That if Wile E. Coyote from the Road Runner had enough money to buy all that ACME crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

Why the "Alphabet Song" and "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star" have the same tune?

Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a hemorrhoid when it's on the outside of your ass?

Why it is when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?

How come we put a man on the moon before realising it would be a good idea to put wheels on suitcases?

Why brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells are forever?

How important someone has to be before they can be 'assassinated' rather than just plain 'murdered'?

How come "phonetically" is spelt with a "ph"?

Why a round pizza gets delivered in a square box?

Why people pay to go up in tall buildings, and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

When you get to heaven / paradise / nirvana, are you stuck wearing whatever you were buried or cremated in forever?

Why people say they "slept like a baby", when babies normally wake up every two hours?

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat?

How do blind people know when they are done wiping?

What would the speed of lightning be if it didn't zigzag?

Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but has to check when you say the paint is wet?

Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison?

Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle?

Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

How come we choose from just two people to run for president and 50 for Miss America?

Whose idea was it to put an "s" in the word "lisp"?

Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics?

If you send someone 'Styrofoam', how do you pack it?

Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer?

What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men?

Why don't women put pictures of missing husbands on beer cans?

Do Lipton employees take coffee breaks?

If someone with a split personality threatens to commit suicide, is it a hostage situation?

If a man says something in the woods and there are no women there, is he still wrong?

How do they get deer to cross the road only at those yellow road signs?

Why did you check my blog in the first place?

Another Meme

Part 1: The Birth of You:



Were you a planned baby?: beats me

Were you the first?: nope

Who was present at your birth?: no idea, my mom?=P

Were your parents married when you were born?: yeah

What is your birthdate?: september 8th 1989





Part 2: The Family



How would you describe your family?: annoying at times

Are your parents married? yeah

Siblings or an only child?: one sister

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest

What are your siblings names and ages?:alicia, 22

Which parent do you get along with best?: it really depends

what do you fight about?: stupid things

Do you have step parents?: nope



Part 3: The Friends



Do you have more than one best friend?: yeah

Who are your best friends?: kaytlin, katie, hilary, melanie,sandy, courtney and katie

What do you like to do when you are together?: depends on the person

Do you share the same interests?: yeah some things

Which friend can you tell anything to?: all of em



Part 4: Your Personality



How high/low is your self esteem?: uhh medium i guess

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: both.. depends who im with

Are you happy?: right now? kinda

Do you live life to the fullest?: not enough



Part 5: Appearance



Are you comfortable with the way you look?: rarley

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nope, not even my ears

Describe your hair.: brown, straight most of the time

What make-up do you wear?: eyeliner, eye shadow

How do you dress?: how i want?



Part 6: The Past



Were you a strange child?: i dunno

What did you use to love that you no longer do?: certain tv shows.

Do you have the same friends?: a couple

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: not really



Part 7: The Future



What is your ambition?: umm to find something that i like to do

Are you scared of growing old?: yeah

Do you want to get married?: eventually



Part 8: The Outdoors



Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: both

What is your favorite season: summer

Do you like walking in the rain?: sometimes lol



Part 9: Food



Are you a vegentarian?: no

What is your favorite fruit?: hmm strawberries

What food makes you want to gag?: there are quite a few

What is your favorite dessert?: cheese cake

What is your favorite restaurant?: hmm i don't know

Are you a fussy eater?: sure am



Part 10: Relationships and Love



Are you single or taken?: taken

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl? Vinnie

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: yeah

Do you believe in love at first sight?: hmm... i'll have to go with ya



Part 11: Experiences



What was one of your greatest experiences?: New York

What was one of your worst?: haha not putting it in here

Have you ever done drugs?: nope

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: not really

Have you ever suffered from depression?: kind of....

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Hmm I guess it's time to update.
This week's been pretty quiet, which i figured would happen since it is exam week after all. Wow I can't even think of anything to post about tonight.. I'm kind of tired still.Ugh i'm pretty sure that tomorrow i have to finish up my practical exam, finish up my website and study for my computers exam. I kinda can't wait till Friday afternoon when i'm done. I can't believe that after friday i'm done of high school forever.... Wow thats scary.

Anyways...yeah keep up all the hugs guys! 45 now! I feel loved=) thanks!!

Another Random Quiz

50 odd things about you
If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!

1. Height?
5'8 ish?

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
no

3. Do you own a gun?
no

4. Whats your middle name?
Marie

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents?
Yeah, but most people do, don't they?

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
BBQ'd, they're good, any other way i'm not fond of.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Silent Night i think

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water

9. Can you do push ups?
haha not really.

10. Is your bathroom clean?
yup

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
either of the 2 necklaces i've got

12. Do you like painkillers?
I dunno, never taken em

14. Do you have A.D.D.?
Nope

15. what color is your Hair Naturally?
The colour it is now(light brown)

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment
1 - I wonder if mom will kick me off before I finish this
2 - Why is there a bump in my mouth?
3 - Frig, I love vinnie.

18. Name the last 3 things you bought today:
1 - Nothing.
2 - " "
3 - " "

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
1 - water
2 - Diet 7 UP
3 - Cherry Kool-Aid

21. Favorite Concerts?
Err, I really haven't been to a whole lot of concerts

22. Current worry?
That i'll fail my math exam

23. Current hate?
Having to write this math exam

24. Favorite place to be?
Hmm probably around all the people i love.

25. Least favorite place to be?
Writing an exam.

26. Where would you like to go?
New York again/Paris

27. Do you own slippers?
hehe yep

28. What shirt are you wearing?
brown tank top

29. Do you burn or tan?
burn, but it turns into a tan

30. Favorite color(s)
purple, blue

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
many different ones

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
a fire

35. What's in your pockets right now?
nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
ummmm i can't remember, probably something on the movie i was watching today?

37. Best bed sheets as a child?
I didn't really have favorites.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
getting stitches in my knee/getting stitches in my chin

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
4

41. Who is your loudest friend?
ummm good question... i don't really know

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Katie Cheverie=P. Although she's not as silent as she used to be

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Yes

45. What is your favorite book
Harry Potter/A Million Little Pieces/Angels and Demons

46. What is your favorite candy?
Mars bar.

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
Hmm i dunno, believe it or not, I actually don't have the dream wedding planned out like most girls do=P

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Something fun. I think I have more of my funeral wishes planned out. I want people to wear bright coloured clothing instead of black

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
going to bed

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Holy crap I have to get going!

Short Post..

I'm finally starting to feel better so this post wont be very long. Today I had a huge headache so I didn't get like any studying done. It's been kind of a quiet weekend but not that it's a bad thing. I think i needed a more quiet one even though I didn't get much sleeping done. Anyways I'll post a much longer entry tomorrow if i remember. Still give me more hugs guys! Thanks for the 32 so far!=D


Ps, changed my subtitle for my blog.

Did this one on facebook a while back...

60 random questions you must answer HONESTLY.


If you're not going to be honest, don't take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
Vinnie

2. if you were sent off to war would you survive?
Nope

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Yeah

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Nope

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
Nope

6. Do you like somebody right now?
By like this survey means love? then yeah

7. Are you a fast typer?
yepp

10. Who can you always turn to?
friends, and of course vinnie

11. Whens the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
a few months ago, and i'll probably actually choose one tonight.

12. Have you ever thought about running away?
Yeah haha.

13 seems to oddly be missing...:S

14. Do you think you're attractive?
EWW no

Okay Katie seemed to of lost 15 and 16 as well

17. What do you want for Christmas?
Dunno

18. Do you know the muffin man?
Who doesn't?

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
I don't think so

20. Who wrote the book of love?
No clue

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
yeah

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
last year at my cousin's house

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
Sometimes

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
too bad i don't have a cell phone.

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
nope

26. Plans for tomorrow?
school

27. What's your middle name, and why?
Marie, cause it sounded good

28. Missing someone right now?
yeah!!

29. When was the last time you told some one you love them?
Sunday night

30. What was the last sport you played?
oh jeeze, no clue

31. How do you feel today?
extremely tired

32. Are you black?
nah

33. Do you wish your boyfriend/girlfriend was someone else?
PFF no, he's amazing!

34. What are you looking forward to?
tomorrow!

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeah, when my dad locked us out of the house when i was like ...4

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
nope

38. Can you handle the truth?
Sometimes

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
nope

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?
mp3 player, lip gloss, depends

41. Any cool scars?
nope

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?
well i guess no cause it doesn't mean are you in a relationship with someone?

43. Who cares?
Huh?

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
sing

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
not often

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
yeah

48. Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
i honestly dunno

49. Who are you thinking about right now?
Everyone gets one guess, if they can't get it right away, then they're stupid..

50. Who did you last hug?
Emily

52. Where is your phone?
uhh in the store still

53. What was the last thing you ate?
cheese fries

54. What's your favorite color?
purple

55. Last movie you watched?
Shrek 2

56. What song do you currently hear?
none

57. What do you want?
good question.. i dunno

59. What t.v. show are you watching?
none

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister

Give Jill Hugs Guys!

I found the old give me hugs thing that I had on my livejournal profile. If you can find it give Jill lots of hugs everyone!!

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates....You Never Know What You're Gonna Get

One of the best quotes ever. I know I just posted like an hour ago, but I forgot to do this with the post and I don't feel like editing it.
This quote is so true. Life brings great surprises, some are like the caramel chocolate, and some like that gross coffee one. Some just average like the almond one.
I know myself this year there have been many surprises. Most of the things I never would of DREAMED to happen. Some of them bad yes, but some amazing ones.
You just never know what the future holds though, everyone will get many, many surprises along their lives. Some great, some not so great, but you just gotta suck it up and get through it, to wait for that second row filled with more goodness(and even some bad).

Yes I realize how stupid this is, but I dunno, I just really felt like posting my thoughts. This quote has been comming up in my mind a lot lately.

Going to bed early tonight... No matter what.

I had caught up on my sleep, but then I didn't sleep well last night, so i'm back to being tired again. GO ME!
What a weekend it's been. I don't think i've been THAT busy in a long time.


Friday: Went to Walmart to pick up something for prom.
Came home for supper
Went to my aunt and uncle's for my dress fitting
Went out with Hilary
Came home and slept.


Saturday: Woke up at lunchtime and went to my grandparents
Got home then went out with Katie and Kyle
Got home and shortly after Vinnie came over(That seemed really short! It's amazing how fast the time goes sometimes)
Great aunt and uncle came over and didn't leave till 11:30
Made fudge then got in the shower
Went to bed


Sunday: Woke up and went to church
Got home and went to my grandparents
Just got home now.


So it's been a busy, but really fun and awesome weekend!

Yeah...just.........................yeah.

So I need to somehow find time to sleep soon. I'm losing SO much sleep that yet again i'm starting to lose my mind. Only worse this time. This time isn't so much i'm cranky, it's more i'm paranoid of like..everything.

Oh yeah still posting(I just went and washed my hair.. then realized i was in the middle of the post).
Pretty much next week wont be light either, that's going to be full of studying.
So maybe the days I don't have exams i'll sleep a little later and get a bit of a sleep. That'd be really nice to catch up even somewhat, cause I seriously hate being so tired that i'm not really myself(meaning cranky and paranoid).Plus the stress of some of my classes is starting to get to me. Anyways I think that even though I would of liked to add more positives in here, I'm too tired to like think of anything. Well except that i'm getting my dress altered tomorrow! Hehe yay!

I love how every weekend I say i'll get sleep, but then get super busy.

Friday night - Drive-in. So obviously that was late(i didn't get home till like 2:30).
Saturday - Woke up at like 9, and was extremely cranky. Had a HUGE argument with my father and had a nice long nap. Woke up from that and went to visit my grandparents. Came home, ate supper, got a shower, then went to bed.
Today(Sunday) - Woke up at 8:30 to get ready for church, went to church, then came back here with Vinnie and we watched RENT.(by the way, what did you honestly think of that movie?), then when he left i went for another visit to my grandparents, and here i am now. I may go practice the clarinet sometime tonight before i go to bed considering its the last weekend i'll ever have it at my house=(=(.

Wow so it looks like i'm busy too till thursday this week. Tomorrow's my meeting with Ben(I'm quite excited for that), then Tuesday's the band concert, followed by youth group on Wednesday!

Excitement!

I've finally talked to Ben about what's going to be probably the most important decision of my life last night. Thats right. I want to get baptized. I've been thinking about it a bit for quite a few years now, but with the last couple of months its been really on my mind. Last weekend just kind of pushed me into real certainty that this is what I really want to do. We're going to be meeting sometime after school next week, and then I guess we will go from there.
I'm quite excited about the whole thing though!

So thats the highlight of the day for me!

The Afermath.

Yes, the aftermath. The aftermath of my losing even more sleep. Today i've been really, really, really, REALLY cranky. Which I obviously don't like but when I get this tired it just kinda comes out. I wish I could control it when i get that angry. As some of you *may* know, when I get mad, I get right into the argument and pretty much just look for something to argue about apparently. Mind you, if I slept a bit more, this probably wouldn't happen. Next weekend. Hopefully.
Another aftermath, I found out that i'm really kind of behind in Creative Multimedia. i'm going to have to be working pretty hard for the next few weeks so I can get everything done, and perhaps come in at lunchtime more.

Home Already!

That went way too short! Pretty sure that was like one of the best trips of my life. I've been realizing a lot this weekend, and yeah, i'm just hoping what i've realized sticks with me. I think I really needed this weekend. I wish the conference wasn't over though. Pretty sure though I want to scream it out to the world still Sandy=P

Super Quick Post Time

Thought i'd take the last 5 minutes of class to post. I'm REALLY behind in this class.. worse than I thought i'd be. Looks like i'm going to be working my butt off the next few weeks here and maybe in computers if i can finish early. I forgot that I have projects that I didn't quite finish off. Hopefully it will only take 2 weeks to catch up so my last week can be not so stressful. (In this class at least, computers and math will be) Also on another not, anyone want to give me some help in math before my exam? Cause chances are i'll need the help.

So I guess I should update.

Since the musical is over, I really have no excuse to not update. But i'm going to bed soon so i'll make it a quickie. Things have been better since, with me keeping busy and all, and when i'm not busy i'm too darn tired to even think. My entire life the past week was dedicated to the musical. Frig I even missed out on doing anything on saturday just to be there. I dunno what i'm going to do now with all this free time. Anyways I'm too tired to finish this.. maybe tomorrow night...maybe.

Currently Listening To: Light My Candle - RENT

I guess these days aren't exactly supposed to be super happy.

Today was pretty rough. The roughest so far for sure. Funeral home... upsetting, Funeral...upsetting... Burial... super upsetting... I think it just really hit me then. All this time i've been pretty good, but today it just hit me, that she's not going to be up there at the house anymore, not going to call anymore, or visiting at christmas. I'm going to miss her a lot. ='(

So....

Yesterday was a pretty hard day. For those of you who don't know(and i'm guessing thats like no one), my aunt passed away yesterday. I guess that it's only the best for her though.
Today was pretty good though. Shopping with my mom was alright, although she went too slow. Although thats not what made it pretty good. My evening with Vinnie was definitely the highlight of my night. Things just seemed to go really well with this being the first night we actually didn't have a big group with us the entire time. I'm really glad I went cause it really gave me a chance just to relax and enjoy myself. Which I really did!=). I swear he's like the best.

So this is what happens when I don't do anything on Saturday I guess

I end up sitting in my bathtub watching RENT. Yeah.. I go a bit crazy I think.

So Sandy i'm still really sad. I was really looking forward to go with you to school next year=(. This sucks. And its not like you're still going to be in the maritimes at least. You're going to be a 16 hour drive away! Seriously dude, im going to miss you A LOT!

Hahahaha RENT is so random "There will always be women in rubber flirting with me".
Man I love this movie. I swear, it never gets old. Although I think once it's over i'll go back to the computer out in the living room. My foots starting to hurt a bit casue i have to prop the computer up on my leg to get a slightly better connection.

So yeah next week i'm hoping will go by fast and i hope i'll be busy cause if not its going to be a super long week. At least it's only a 4 day week and after the week full of till 6 rehersals then i get a day off, rehersal saturday then another day off and we're down at the confed center. Wow it's getting close.
After that, i REALLY need to get a job. Having no money is really starting to suck. I think i have like 12 bucks in my bank account and thats it. So yeah, i'm pretty poor.

Holy wow theres like 5 or 6 weeks left of school. It's really scary. I'm excited but nervous for grad both at the same time. Prom will definitely be interesting. I'm starting to look forward to it again.

Okay so i think this post is long enough.

So its day 12 and yeah. Every day it's harder and harder to come to school, since i know what is going to happen for sure this week. Apparently it's quite amazing that she's gone on this long without food and water, but it still doesn't make things any easier. I know its for her best cause it really wouldn't be fair for her to have to live like that, but its still not easy.

For those who actually read this..

So things this week aren't looking good. At all. For all i know, right now my aunt could of passed away.I absolutly HATE to think that it happened but its going to happen soon. It's so freaking hard to pay attention today too. I'm so not looking forward to the rest of this week. Looks like i might not be able to do much for stage crew either if i miss too much time which really sucks, but oh well. I think they still want me down there though, just in case. Which means that I can still have fun but i wont have as much pressure as before. But yeah, i'm sure those of you whom I actually talk to will hear more tonight.

I'm baaaaaaccck

So I figured i'd post before I go to bed. If I think of it tomorrow, i'll get into more detail about the trip. It was quite fun to say the least. I'm sad that its over but at the same time i'm glad i'm home cause I kinda missed a few people. It's really sad though that it was my last band trip=(. I'll miss band next year!

So i'll see you all on Thursday. (Write me lots of random emails=P)

So I'm leaving for Cape Breton tomorrow? Yeah doesn't feel like it.

So tomorrow should be nice and long. Apparently rehersal could go till 6, then i still have to pack. Still can't believe that trip is tuesday.

Early Post!

Decided i'd post before I leave home this time cause i'll probably be too tired to when i get home. So the movie, Disturbia was interesting. I found it scary. Then and again I found the Grudge scary but i like scary movies like that. Afterwords was a Wendys thing. The usual happened there, we picked on Sandy. Then we went to Victoria Park for no apparent reason. It was interesting though. So yeah that was my great night.
(and my mom is GOOD. I told her the movie was interesting. Right after that she says "who are you going out with?")

Can't stay long but just thought i'd keep with my daily posting. Today was a good day for sure!

Supermodels - Kendall Payne

The summer sun has come to stay,
Bikinis, tans, outrageous legs,
They're all retarded and they all look the same,
And barbie's body is melting down,
On her face a big fat frown,
'cause Mr. Cellulite just moved into town.

(Chorus)
Well me and B we hate supermodels,
It's not that we know anyone personally,
It's just that I'm tired of being compared.

The boys they come here,
With expectations for the summer,
And I refuse to take any part of this barbaric ritual,
'cause God has given me a mind,
That I will use from time to time,
And I got more on my head,
Than what's made by Paul Mitchell.


It's just that I'm tired of being compared


Was it worth the tears you cried...
to fit the size?

Think it over once or twice,
What lasts the longest in this life,
Character, or rock hard thighs?
And in the end do you believe,
That beauty lies in what you see?
'cause if you do, then baby
You´ve been deceived.





I love those lyrics. It's off the theme song from Popular if it's sounding familiar to anyone.

It's been quite the past 2 days..

But not bad 2 days. Good 2 days. Sometimes it is a good idea to just say how you feel about someone, cause even if you think they're going to totally reject you, sometimes its surprising that they don't! It's also funny how just one simple thing can change your life. Like if Sandy never asked me to go to youth group with her, none of this probably wouldn't of happened.

I can only imagine how much of an idiot i sound like right now, which is what i'm avoiding trying to be. So yeah I'll just..stop now haha.

ps: Yay for tomorrow! =D
pps: happy sandy?

Currently Listening To : The Logical Song - Supertramp

Mmmmmmsleep

Theres one thing I know I take for granted till I don't have as much anymore. Thats sleep. Staying up late at night can be fun yes, but the consequences can be bad. Real bad. I know myself I get even more stupid than usual, which is pretty bad considering i'm not exactly a genius when i'm fully awake. It could also be(and probably is) the cause to the many headaches i've been getting latley. At least there's no stage crew meeting today after school, although still have a math test tomorrow that i'm most likley going to fail if I don't study. I think i'll be doomed no matter how hard I study though.

Which brings me to my next point. This semister is over half over. 2 months from now i'll be writing 1 of 2 of my last high school exams! Now thats really scary! It's hard to believe how fast this year, especially this semister is going by! I don't want to graduate this soon! AHH

So um Sandy.. You're going to like.. kill me.

Long Day Wednesday

So um uh woo it's Wednesday? Yeah.. dunno if I should be happy or sad, ect. Last night was pretty much a boreface. Things have gone back to being quiet since my uncles left. Man I need sleep... But yeah one semi-good thing happened i guess. Kayla and I finally started talking again last night. Took long enough haha. Probably cause she hasn't been in school for like over 2 weeks. I'm glad though that we're able just to let things go and move on. Meagan and I managed to put our problems aside the day after too which was good. Life's just too short to stay mad at someone.

So Here I Am In Class

And oh am I ever tired. I didn't really sleep that well last night, which is odd becuase I was back in my bed. Haha just printed my project and i hit scale to fit, but it didn't BLOODY SCALE TO FIT. Stupid printer. Oh well, its an interesting project. It was a scrapbook page wich i think i want to save and upload it....now

so yeah. thats my project that i got a bit mad at cause i couldn't get the background to go the way i wanted it to. Oh wells. I'll maybe update again though when i get home or something since this class is almost over.

Superquickupdate

Okay so not much happened today except musical stuff and my random CD making. Yeah.. Thats it.

Currently Listening To : All Good Things Come To An End - Nelly Furtado

Quiz #4 and last one for the night.

1.What does your Myspace Name MEAN?

My name.

2. Elaborate on your default photo?
I don't really have one right now. I should get on that soon.

3. What's your middle name?
Marie

4. What is your current relationship status?
Single, unfortunately.

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Um I don't think so? I'm assuming not though.

6. What is your current mood?
Tired

7. What do you love most?
Besides stuff to do with religion? Music

8. What makes you most happy?
Listening to songs I absolutly love, talking to my friends, and of course Youth Group.

9. Are you musically inclined?
suppose

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
hmm cat, sleep all day people leave you alone, sounds nice.

12. Ever have a near death experience?
right when i was born apparently

13.Something you do a lot?
listen to music

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
Will The Future Blame Us - Our Lady Peace, since i'm kind of listening to it

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
my livejournal

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
P!ink...*sarcasm*WOOOOOO

17. Have you ever gotten really close to someone?
Not really

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yeah, when i was in choir, and our christmas concerts in elementary school

20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
If they've got a good personality

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Caramel Macciatio. MMMMMMMMMM Mavors.

23. Ever passed out from drinking to much?
nope, never drank to begin with

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
hehe sometimes.

26. Do you have braces?
no

28. Name something funny that happened to you today?
Listening to pretty much anything that came out of my uncle's mouth, since nothing really funny happened to me

29. Do you speak any other language?
A bit of french. Not much anymore though, since i dropped out of french 2 years ago


30. What's your favorite smell?
hmm thats a toughie, I like vanilla

Quiz # 3(well it's kind of a meme)

Star All That Apply To You!

*played spin the bottle *does it count if i played it to pick what birthday presents to open first?*
toilet papered someone's house
played poker with money
*gone swimming in a white t-shirt(i had a bathing suit underneath though)
*been tickled so hard you couldn't talk
*liked someone but never told them
*went camping
had a crush on your brother's friend
*walked in the rain without an umbrella
*told a joke that nobody thought was funny
*been in a talent show
*starting laughing at a bad time
*worn something your mom didn't approve of
been to a nude beach
smoked a cigarette
smoked pot
smoked pot
drank smirnoff ice
drank jack daniels
cursed in a church *well i might of maybe by accident once but I don't remember it*
*yelled in a library
had sex in a hot tub
wanted to be a chef
been called a slut for kissing someone
*burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener *haha just like last week*
wanted to be a police officer
dumped someone
been hit on by someone too old
made out in a car
*cried during a movie
*wanted something you couldn't have
had sex on the beach
had the drink, sex on the beach
seen someone shoplift
*hung up on someone
*yelled at your pet
bought a thong when the cashier was a guy
tried to strip when drunk
*gotten seasick
*had a stalker
played a prank on someone that had them really scared
*been embarassed by your family
*felt bad about eating meat
*protested something
*been to an island err.. i live on one
*been in love(sort of..)
*eaten just because you were bored
*looked at something everyone thought was ugly and said "aww"
made out with a stranger
*wished a part of you was different *all the time*
*asked a guy to dance
been asked out by a really hot guy
*laughed so hard you cried
gone up to a complete stranger and started talking
kicked a guy in the nuts
*thrown up in school
received an anonymous love letter
*had to wear something you hated
been to a luau
saw your ex and wanted to kick his/her ass
*cursed in front of your parents *by complete accident when i got kinda mad, and it wasn't really a curseword, just what my parents classify as a curseword*
been in a commercial on tv
*watched a movie that made you miss a guy
*been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk *yeah people in my family, to say hi*
*won at pool
went to a party where you were the only sober one
went to a party where you were the only drunk one
*went on a diet
been lost out to sea
*been told an extremely stupid line
*played truth-or-dare
cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
tanned topless
been attacked by seagulls
been searched at an airport
been on a plane
*thrown a shoe at someone
broke someone's heart
*sung in the shower
*bought something way too expensive
*done something really stupid that you still laugh about *haha yes, when i ran into the glass door at brenna's birthday party, when i was 11*
*been walked in on when you were dressing
run out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie
been kicked out of the mall
*been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back *many, many times, if i am mean at all, i want to take it back like right away*
been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one
done something stupid when you were drunk
fallen off your roof
pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone
had a deer jump in front of your car
threatened someone with a water gun

Can you:

*unwrap a starburst with your tongue
*sing haha not good though
*open your eyes underwater
eat whatever you want and not have to worry
ice skate
sing in front of a crowd
*whistle
*be a bitch at times *unfortunatly*
do thirty pull ups
walk in really high heels
eat super spicy foods
*sleep with lights on *well, it depends*
*multi-task *sometimes*
put your foot behind your head
fall asleep easily in a car
*do the cotton eyed joe well i could, i forget now
*play DDR
*taste the difference between coke and pepsi





Currently Listening To: Montelbello Park - The Trews

Happy Easter

...Or should I say Merry Christmas? Feels more like Christmas than Easter. Stupid snow.
All I've done today sadly, is sit on here playing stupid games and talk to Sandy and Vinnie. WOW thats a lot of things i've done!=P

Sooooo

Today was quite the long day.

First off, the rehersal in the morning, with everyone. It ended up to be super boring. Oh wait that wasn't the first thing. My random conversation with Sandy which lead to how plans went exactly tonight happened first. But yeah the rehersal isn't even worth talking about.

Once I got home, it was time to go see the movie. Sandy, Vinnie, Robbie and I went to see Blades of Glory, which was okay, but not as good as I thought it would be. Nor was it even half as good as Reign Over Me, which was like the most amazing thing ever.
After that we went to MCC to watch the hockey game(Yay Toronto!), and we left before it was over since its quite gross out. Sandy, Robbie and I just did that since it was snowing after the movie.

So yeah that was my day. Pretty fun, but a bit tiring.


and sandy.. I mean it haha. Tell anyone besides who I said you could and its *does the chopping off head thing with finger*. Nah, I love you=P

Quiz #2 of Longdom

1. Taken a picture naked? nope

2. Painted your room? nope

3. Kissed a member of the same sex? nope

4. Driven a car? once

5. Danced in front of your mirror? haha yep

6. Have a crush? to be honest, i'm not sure.

7. Been drunk? nope

8. Stole money from a friend? nope

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yeah, but people i've known for a while have been there too

10. Been in a fist fight? nope

11. Snuck out of your house? nope

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? many, many times

13. Been arrested? nope

14. Made out with a stranger? nope

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? depends on what met up means, like planed? yeah.

16. Left your house without telling your parents? yeah, but i left a note

17. Had a crush on your neighbor? nope

18. Ditched school to do something fun? nope, unless you count an assembly where everyone left.

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yeah, on trips.

20. Seen someone die? nope

21. Been on a plane? nope

22. Kissed a picture? nope

23. Slept in until 3? not quite, 2:30

24. Love someone or miss someone right now? nope

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yep

26. Made a snow angel? yep

27. Played dress up? nope

28. Cheated while playing a game? haha yeah, especially when I play the game Cheat! Shocker isn't it?

29. Been lonely? yeah=(

30. Fallen asleep at work/school? surprisingly nope

31. Been to a club? yep

32. Felt an earthquake? nope

33. Touched a snake? nope

34. Ran a red light? nope

35. Been suspended from school? yep for one day, and never did anything to cause it to happen again

36. Had detention? yeah, i got detention cause someone wouldn't stop talking to me, and i wasn't even saying anything back.

37. Been in a car accident? nope

38. Hated the way you look? everyday

39. Witnessed a crime? nope

40. Pole danced? haha no

41. Been lost? yeah

42. Been to the opposite side of the country? nope

43. Felt like dying? yeah, there have been times

44. Cried yourself to sleep? yeah

46. Sang karaoke? nope

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yeah

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? haha yeah, water.

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?yeah

50. Kissed in the rain? nope

51. Sang in the shower?hehe yep

52. Made love in a park? nope

53. Had a dream that you married someone? not really

54. Glued your hand to something?nope

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? nope, i was a smart kid!

56. Ever gone to school partially naked? nope

57. Been a cheerleader? nope

58. Sat on a roof top? nope

59. Didn't take a shower for a week? nope

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? nope, i get scared, but still watch em

61. Played chicken? i'm asuming no since i don't even know what it is

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? nope

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? nope

64. Broken a bone? nope

65. Been easily amused? hahahahahahah yes all the time

66. Laugh so hard you cry? sure have

67. Mooned/flashed someone? nope, been dared to quite a few years ago, but i didn't do it

68. Cheated on a test? once and i still failed.

69. Forgotten someone's name? yeah

70. Been to a bar? nope

71. Anyone offer you a drink? nope

73. Blacked out from drinking? nope

74. Played a prank on someone? yeah

75. Gone to a late night movie? well i guess but late night movies aren't very late here

76. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? nope

77. Failed a class? nope

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? nope

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? nope

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? nope

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? nope

82. Thrown strange objects? yep

83. Felt like killing someone?not really, been really angry, thats it.

84. Felt like running away? yeah

85. Ran away? nope

86. Done drugs? no, and i hope i never do

87. Had detention and not attend it? nope

89. Made a parent cry? nope

90. Cried over someone? yeah

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? nope

92. Dated someone more than once? nope

93. Had/Have a dog? yeah!

95. Own an instrument? i don't own it but i borrow it from our school

96. Been in a band? nope, unless school band counts as band

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?nope

99. Shot a gun? yeah, i was in cadets for a year

100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? yep!

Quiz #1

Supposedly if you've seen over 70 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 189 movies on this list. Put your score in header and repost:

[ ]Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x]Grease
[x]Pirates of the Caribbean
[ ]Boondock Saints
[ ]The Mexican
[]Fight Club
[x]Starsky and Hutch
[x]The Neverending Story
[ ]Blazing Saddles
[]Airplane
Total: 4

[ ]The Princess Bride
[ ]Young Frankenstien
[x]AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
[x]Napoleon Dynamite
[ ]Labyrinth
[x]Saw
[x]Saw II
[ ]White Noise
[ ]White Oleander
[x]Anger Management
[x]50 First Dates
[ ]Jason X
Total: 6

[ ]Scream
[ ]Scream 2
[x]Scream 3
[x]Scary Movie
[x]Scary Movie 2
[x]Scary Movie 3
[x]American Pie
[x]American Pie 2
[x]American Wedding
Total: 7

[x]Harry Potter
[x]Harry Potter 2
[x]Harry Potter 3
[x]Harry Potter 4
[x]Resident Evil 1
[ ]Resident Evil 2
[x]The Wedding Singer
[ ]Little Black Book
[x]The Village
[ ]Donnie Darko
[x]Lilo & Stitch
[x]Lilo & Stitch 2
Total: 9

[x]Finding Nemo
[ ]Finding Neverland
[x]Signs
[x]The Grinch (Jim Carrey)
[ ]Texas Chainsaw Massacre
[x]White Chicks
[ ]Butterfly Effect
[ ]I, Robot
Total: 4

[x]Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
[ ]Universal Soldier
[x]A Series Of Unfortunate Events
[x]Along Came Polly
[ ]Deep Impact
[ ]KingPin
[x]Never Been Kissed
[x]Meet The Parents
[x]Meet the Fockers
[ ]Eight Crazy Nights
[x]Joe Dirt...
Total: 7

[ ]A Cinderella Story.
[x]the Terminal
[x]the Lizzie McGuire Movie
[x]Passport to Paris
[x]Dumb & Dumber
[x]Dumb & Dumberer
[x]Final Destination..
[x]Final Destination 2
[ ]Final Destination 3
[x]Halloween
[x]The Ring
[ ]The Ring 2
Total: 9

[x]Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
[ ]Practical Magic
[ ]Chicago
[ ]Ghost Ship
[ ]From Hell
[ ]Hellboy
[x]Secret Window
[ ]I Am Sam...
[ ]The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 2

[x]The Day After Tomorrow
[ ]Child's Play
[ ]Bride of Chucky
[x]Ten Things I Hate About You
[x]Just Married
[ ]Gothika
[ ]Nightmare on Elm Street
[ ]Sixteen Candles
[x]Remember the Titans
[x]Coach Carter
[ ]Bad Boys
Total: 5

[ ]Bad Boys 2
[ ]Joy Ride
[ ]Se7en
[x]Ocean's Eleven
[ ]Ocean's Twelve
[ ]Identity
[ ]Lone Star
[x]Bedazzled
[ ]Predator I
[ ]Predator II
Total: 3

[x]Independence Day
[ ]Cujo
[ ]A Bronx Tale
[ ]Darkness Falls
[ ]Christine
[x]ET
[ ]Children of the Corn
[ ]My Boss' daughter
[x]Maid in Manhattan
[ ]Frailty
Total: 3

[ ]Best Bet
[x]How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ]She's All That
[ ]Calendar Girls
[ ]Sideways
[ ]Mars Attacks
[ ]Event Horizon
[x]Ever After
[x]Forrest Gump
[ ]Big Trouble in Little China
Total: 3

[ ]X-men
[ ]X-men 2
[x]Spider-Man
[x]Spider-Man 2
[ ]Sky High
[x]Jeepers Creepers
[ ]Jeepers Creepers 2
[x]Catch Me If You Can
[x]The Others
[x]Freaky Friday
[ ]Reign of Fire
[ ]Cruel Intentions
[ ]Cruel Intentions 2
[x]The Hot Chick
Total: 7

[ ]Swimfan
[ ]Miracle
[x]Old School
[ ]The Notebook
[ ]K-Pax
[x]Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
[x]Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
[x]Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
[x]A Walk to Remember
[ ]Boogeyman
Total: 5

[ ]Hitch
[ ]The Fifth Element
[x]Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace(this one and next not really by choice)
[x]Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
[ ]Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
[ ]Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
[ ]star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
[ ]Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
[ ]Troop Beverly Hills
[ ]Swimming with Sharks
Total: 2

[ ]Air Force One
[ ]For Richer or Poorer
[ ]Trainspotting
[ ]People Under the Stairs
[ ]Blue Velvet
[x]Sound of Music
[ ]Parent Trap
[x]Parent Trap Re-make
[ ]The Birds
[ ]The Terminator
[ ]Terminator-2
[ ]T-3
Total: 2

[ ]Empire Records...
[ ]SLC Punk..
[ ]Meet Joe Black
[ ]Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ]The Silence of the Lambs
[ ]Sleepy Hollow
[ ]I Heart Huckabees
[ ]24 Hour Party People
[ ]Blood In Blood Out
Total: 0

[x]Thirteen
[ ]Manic
[ ]American History X
[ ]Deep Blue Sea...
[x]George of the Jungle
[ ]Canadian Bacon
[ ]Big Black Titties
[ ]How High
[ ]The Jackel
[ ]My Little Ponys Grand Adventure 2
Total: 2

Grand total: 81

So apparently I have no life.

I Must Be Sick Or Something...

Man Sandy, I'm so good to you.. You know that right? I don't even have anything to really update about, but here I am, typing away.
Last night i decided that i'd go through every cd I owned and add all the songs to my mp3 player. I have way too many cds I think. It took me most of the night but I was extremely bored. I really had nothing better to do. At all. How sad.
Anyways, so tomorrow's stuff for the musical. I dunno how fun that'll be, but it should be interesting nonetheless. Hope I don't get yelled at much.
So yeah. Thats like it. Maybe i'll post one of those quiz thingers later or something.

Just for you Sandy haha

Seeing as you're like the only person ever to read this(and probably will be the only one) I'd figure i'd update for you!... yes you better love me for this one haha. So yeah hmm where to start off. Well i didn't get to school until the afternoon on Monday. Roger proceeded to get mad at me cause i'm sick.(Which i'm sure he wasn't mad he was just joking around, although I do tend to get sick a lot, and i TRIED going to school at least for the afternoon, when I have his class). Then the first stage crew meeting was after school. It was kinda boring since it was an observation day, and it took FOREVER to get through the scene(an hour and a half or more to be exact). After that, my mom and I went to Walmart since she didn't know what to get me for easter. Sadly it took me almost an hour to figure out something that was about 25 bucks.

So Tuesday, I was home sick the entire day. Thats about it. Watched movies, slept, ect.

Yesterday was quite a long day. I had band in the morning, so I was at school around 7:45, which is nothing abnormal. Obviously after that was class, when i proceeded to try to somewhat catch up on some work that i'm falling behind in. Lunch time comes around, and I go to the band room to *try* to find out how much money i've fundraised for myself. Rog sees me and says "What did I tell you about being sick". It was kinda funny so yeah. Band class comes by and I finally find out that for the trip, it's only going to cost me about 12 bucks!! Mind you, it's only to Cape Breton, which might as well be Charlottetown compared to last year's trip to New York!(I swear, i'm going to get back there some day) Still though, It should be fun.
After school was another rehearsal for the musical in which I now have to attend all of them for stage crew, but it was more amusing to watch this time around. After that was supper and cake since it was my dads birthday(one year away from the big 50!). Then Youth Group, which never seems to suck. It's one of those things I just look forward to starting when I get home that night for the next week. Then sandy and I's random ride and Tim Hortons trip. Now that was fun haha. Us singing in the car, almost getting lost(yeah, we still got out..) and just having a great time. We seriously need to do that again dude.

This is what happens when there is a sub for a week in Computers Class

So yeah, i'm sitting here not doing my work just like everyone else in this class. It's too boring to actually care. Yeah chances of me actually doing this the rest of the week, probably not high.

So how's my life latley? Pretty kinda bad. I feel like one of my good friends and I aren't as close anymore, and at home everyone is taking out all of their problems on me. Which is really messing me up. Hilary suggested I stay somewheres else for a few days, but that's kind of impossible. My dad's cousin is comming down next weekend so like no one will be home. Problem solved. My dad will be preoccupied with him and my sister I think is staying somewhere else. My mom just kind of does her own thing and usually leaves me alone so I shouldn't have to deal with her at all. So theres a few days of peace. If I do get yelled at or something i'll just go to my grandparents all day or something like usual. I just don't deal well with that crap. Also, my aunts getting taken off the anti-biotics soon. Sometime this week I believe. So thats kinda scary. Hopefully she'll be able to fight off any infection she gets. If she can't, the doctors aren't going to do anything about it.

I'm still waiting to hear when things are supposed to start for Wizard of Oz. Nothing has been in the announcements yet and we were told that after March Break everything should be starting for stage crew. Man I hope that's like next week. Having a few extra hours when i'm not home will be really nice for a change.

Yay open mike night at MCC. Too bad it wasn't actually Youth Group but it should be fun still. Hopefully i'll be able to get some money of my parents(since my sister owes me money anyway, and she's paying me back tomorrow) and hopefully Sandy will actually want me to go with her. I think she would but you never know with that kid.

Anyways all this typing is hurting my hands. So I'm done.

AHHHFIRSTPOSTONNEWBLOG

Yeah. Thats like it for now. Cause i'm lazy and just feel like posting SOMETHING.